i've had a couple up days, which is pretty nice I must say.
Except the fact my shoulders are bugging me and really tense, and I've been getting headaches almost daily, life has been at least at a standard rate of "decent."

i wasnt sleeping well but finally got a good two nights in. talked to some people and things went alright, although shits still up in the air. i hate not knowing what to think.

otherwise, i'm left laughing at the immaturity of people who are stuck back in high school. there's a few of them who need to really, really get over themselves. not really a big deal to me, i'd just like to know why people are bitches. as for me being one? i'll take care of that next semester. and i'm hoping a lot of other things get taken care of too. like maybe people knowing shit? oh man, i can't WAIT for that to happen. happily and spitefully.

dunno why sometimes im alright, and sometimes i'm doubtful, and sometimes i just wanna be a spiteful little bitch, but jun se pa, or whatever.

que sera sera?
rule? dont fuck with me.
rule two? be honest with me. i'm tired of waiting for answers.

hope it's still the answer it was. the doubt seemed pretty strong behind answering it. only can be hopeful for so long, and hope strength pays off.

im out. later.